Kali: Gdy zgaśnie słońce

angielski
I remember the first time when the sun went out for me,
I drove the cabarine on July 1st to the monte,
on the way these dogs were always talking to me,
but I was deaf to see what I am missing in a small window.
A beautiful morning, seven in the morning, an ordinary day,
people go to work, everything in a steady motion,
like Witkacy, I paint a picture in my mind,
I will not see this long waiting from a concrete landscape.
I see a sparrow spitting on a branch,
intensity, green grass, not copper-colored leaves,
slow motion, reality flows slightly,
devoured by the ghetto, I did not see it while living on the edge.
Auto rushes on cocks,
there is no movement in me like in the dead body of a corpse,
one hand with the other, fists loose,
I agree with what I will not feel aggression.
My heart is pulsing slowly in my chest,
changes to the rhythm of the place where time passes slowly,
I would like to say goodbye to someone but I am not allowed,
after the fact, I understood the meaning of the word freedom.
The senses are slowly coming back,
let somebody pinch me, maybe I'm just dreaming
if I could, if I just took the time back,
If I could give birth to you once again, tell me.
As for the last reckoning,
conscience clean I break the right image,
My God, say he left me once,
God, I know that I have chosen the wrong direction.
I'm crossing the gates of hell and saying goodbye to what I love,
and come on my head, I feel like psychotropic,
I feel darkness, I am waiting for a house of stray souls,
when I was walking, someone shouted out of the window.

Ref.2x
When the sun goes out, do not feel alone,
because in the dark I am waiting for I bring light, be calm,
in the face of evil, show that you are worthy,
stop being afraid, take to the heart of fire from my torch.

I remember the second time when the sun went out for me,
somebody who loved me forever would soon fall asleep,
sick body and malicious markers,
judgment is passed, the doctor is to be honest.
This is not true, it must be a mistake,
there is constant struggle, good years are going on,
I do not agree with it, it does not reach me,
I do not believe it's only three weeks left.
I run away, I run as if it would change something,
the rush of air dries the tears coming from my pupils,
does not stop while the muscles are functioning,
in order to finally kneel alone in the city.
I ask God why he left me again,
fists hard as stones, a scream would wake the deaf,
I hate everyone, I hate this world,
I would murder with my hands what the hangman has to come.
And I see it as if nothing has changed,
the smile on her face still gives me love,
old hands are constantly stroking my head,
I feel like a small child I can not deal with this.
I hate myself for all these unpleasant moments,
for all the nasty words that I did not appreciate
how much does it mean to her how much she means to me,
I would like to turn back time for more time to beg.
The moment that I was so afraid is coming,
beside her bed, she is waiting to die under a white sheet,
I hold a hand more valuable to me than a diamond,
then I promised her, I swear, I give my word, amen.
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust,
someday grandchildren will come back to you,
her memory lives in me, I will never forget her,
because she is waiting for me, I know she is singing for me.

Ref.2x
When the sun goes out, do not feel alone,
because in the dark I am waiting for I bring light, be calm,
in the face of evil, show that you are worthy,
stop being afraid, take to the heart of fire from my torch.

I know that you too were trapped in the dark,
your private hell without hope of peace,
no hope for change, because fate has cut your wings,
You thought it was the end of an captured animal in snares.
Hourglass is your life is sand,
when I paralyze my crops, I am afraid,
even in dreams you did not see such a black scenario,
when every day kills you slowly like a crossbow.
When the soul suffers, the body does not want to release it,
because he knows that without her there is no being like a snail without a shell,
it's not the way to leave this shell,
because you will not fix anything if you suddenly fall dead.
Find strength in yourself, look there,
because the night does not last forever, the sun will come out in the sky,
you're not alone, remember, I believe it too,
I bring light for you, I wrote it for you.

Ref.2x
When the sun goes out, do not feel alone,
because in the dark I am waiting for I bring light, be calm,
in the face of evil, show that you are worthy,
stop being afraid, take to the heart of fire from my torch.